hurmmm...why i said that???
Thanks to Allah for still gave a chance to breath...to feel...to taste... to have everyting in my entire life... its not a perfect one but it almost get on it! syukur alhamdulillah...
Then I had realised I got the most valuable gift that Allah had sent to me is MY MAMA...how I can say hah?! but I just want to shout it out that I JUST CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER... she perfecting me...
Mama for the tears of yours that because of us, we're so sorry... we know we always getting "arguing" with you... but Mama, there is no hiding intention that we're not loved on you... we always love on you...
Terima kasih kerana selalu ada untukku... Terima kasih kerana selalu mendengar rungutanku...Terima kasih kerana selalu menurut mahuku...Terima kasih kerana menjadi MAMAku...
Bila aku buntu, kau selalu ada di situ...menjadi kawanku untuk selalu menyokong kehendak dan mahuku...menjadi musuhku yang akan menerangkan keburukkan tiap keputusan jelekku...menjadi kekasihku yang selalu merindu dan mencinta walau aku terlalu sibuk dengan cinta baruku...
bukan Ila tak kenal Mama...The most "fierce" person I ever met, is that YOU...sorry Mama but I know u wouldn't getting angry just because of that...
When I told you that HE IS PROPOSING ME, I taught u would yell at me! u would get angry towards me! Then your "sharply tongue" will say like this "YOU'RE TOO YOUNG TO SAY ABOUT IT!!!"... deep inside my heart hoping..."Uh Mama please dont get angry...." I'm pray for it!!!
Then, once again YOU BEING MY DEAR BEST FRIEND....You said YES MY DAUGHTER, U CAN!!! u know what inside my mind on that time?!
"ARE MY MAMA IS REALLY IN GOOD MOOD OR MIRACLES HAPPEN TODAY?!"
but as I really know who I am, a very short memory thinker are!!! That is my MAMA...she would do anything just to make me smile and happy... I know its a very had decision to do..Me as her first daughter getting to have a future husband just only in four years...
That night we have a long long conversation together... She is so happy for me! I can hear it on her voice...But she say SHE STILL CANT BELIEVE HER NAUGHTY DAUGHTER FINALLY GROW UP AND THEN MET HER PRINCE CHARMING!
I know what she is feeling on that "memorable" time...THE FEELING OF LOSING ME...
Mama...Mama...Ila takkan lari, Ma... Ila tetap anak Mama...Ila tetap puteri nakal Mama... Ila bukan sesiapa, Ma tanpa Mama... I was nothing!!! Mungkin Ila akan jadi permaisuri hati si dia tapi bagi Ila, Ila tetap puteri di hati Mama... Mamalah permaisuri hati Ila selamanya...
Mama, janagan menangis lagi ya? Ila akan selalu ada untuk Mama...walau jauh jasad kita, hati Ila tak pernah terbawa bersama...dia tertinggal bersama Mama...
Mama, doakan kebahagiaan Ila bersamanya ya Mama...Ila mohon terus restu Mama selalu...
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